Repost:
Life is a BIG bully! =p
May 29, 2007
LIFE IS SUCH A BULLY!!! LIFE SOMETIMES KICKS YOU DOWN…..AND SOMETIMES LIFE PUSHES YOU TO COMPROMISE….BUT I FOUND A SECRET DEEP SERENE FLOWING FROM WITHIN… …..AND IT’S BETTER THAN LIFE…BETTER THAN ANYTHING..
HI FELLAS, I AM IN THE NOSTALGIC STATE..
LOOKING BACK HOW I STARTED.. HOW I STRUGGLED AND CRIED FOR A LOT OF THINGS RUSHED INTO MY DIRECTION.. I AM SO NOVICE IN THE SHOWBIZ INDUSTRY HAHA! HONESTLY, I’M JUST TRYING TO COMPOSE MYSELF AND STAY POSITIVE AND FOCUSED.. AND YOU GUYS ARE ONE OF THE REASONS WHY I WOULD LIKE TO STRIVE TO TRY MY BEST AND SOC IT OUT..BUT HEY I HAVE MY LIMITS TOO..JUST LIKE EVEYBODY ELSE. AND EVERYTIME I GO WEARY THERE IS THE SONG IN MY HEART THAT FLOWS TO ENCOURAGE ME……………………………
'THERE IS A VOICE CALLING KEEP GOING..YOU’RE NOT ALONE IN THIS WORLD..WHO WILL ABLE TO BEAR EVERY BURDEN TO HEAR EVERY HURT IN MY HEART..THERE IS A WONDERFUL POWERFUL PLACE…….LIKE A PEACEFUL CHILD SLEEPIN…….' NICE EH?….
AND HEY! FRIENDS CONSIDER THIS.. ”SUCCESS HAS MANY FATHERS AND FAILURE IS AN ORPHAN” AND “WHEN YOU LAUGH THE WORLD WILL LAUGH WITH YOU! YOU CRY AND YOU CRY ALONE”….ODD YEH! BUT TRUE…
WHY DO I SOUND LIKE THIS? HERE IT GOES..THE BREAKING NEWS..I GOT SUSPENDED IN SOP FOR A WHOLE MONTH!!! NOT A WEEK OR TWO, BUT A MONTH! YEAH MY BAD! MY DISASTER! WHY AND WHOSE FAULT IS IT???? JUST ME…COZ I DIDN’T WANT TO WEAR A 2 PIECE SWIM SUIT….AND I DIDN’T SHOW UP IN THE OPENING NUMBER LAST SUNDAY …….COZ HMM YEH I WAS LATE…MAYBE PSYCHOLOGICALLY I REALLY WANTED TO BE LATE JUST TO SAVE MY ASS ( OOOPS NOT A TERM BY A NICE LADY! AND UH UH! NAH! I’M NOT ANGRY) ….DO I DESERVE IT??? YOUR JUDGEMENT.
I KNOW MY ACTIONS AND WORDS ARE SUBJECT TO PEOPLES APPROVAL…YEAH YEAH…BUT HEY! C’MON GIMME A BREAK!
SEE, I AM GETTING PARANOID OF WHAT I SAY AND DO COZ I KNOW THEY WILL MAKE A BIG ISSUE OUT OF ALMOST NONE SENSE….. IT'S EITHER I'M MAARTE O PASAWAY. JUST BY STANDING FOR WHAT I THINK IS RIGHT FOR ME. THEY WOULD CREATE NEGATIVE ISSUES ABOUT ME, AND BEFORE I KNEW IT, IT’S IN THE NEWSPAPER.
May 29, 2007
LIFE IS SUCH A BULLY!!! LIFE SOMETIMES KICKS YOU DOWN…..AND SOMETIMES LIFE PUSHES YOU TO COMPROMISE….BUT I FOUND A SECRET DEEP SERENE FLOWING FROM WITHIN… …..AND IT’S BETTER THAN LIFE…BETTER THAN ANYTHING..
HI FELLAS, I AM IN THE NOSTALGIC STATE..
LOOKING BACK HOW I STARTED.. HOW I STRUGGLED AND CRIED FOR A LOT OF THINGS RUSHED INTO MY DIRECTION.. I AM SO NOVICE IN THE SHOWBIZ INDUSTRY HAHA! HONESTLY, I’M JUST TRYING TO COMPOSE MYSELF AND STAY POSITIVE AND FOCUSED.. AND YOU GUYS ARE ONE OF THE REASONS WHY I WOULD LIKE TO STRIVE TO TRY MY BEST AND SOC IT OUT..BUT HEY I HAVE MY LIMITS TOO..JUST LIKE EVEYBODY ELSE. AND EVERYTIME I GO WEARY THERE IS THE SONG IN MY HEART THAT FLOWS TO ENCOURAGE ME……………………………
'THERE IS A VOICE CALLING KEEP GOING..YOU’RE NOT ALONE IN THIS WORLD..WHO WILL ABLE TO BEAR EVERY BURDEN TO HEAR EVERY HURT IN MY HEART..THERE IS A WONDERFUL POWERFUL PLACE…….LIKE A PEACEFUL CHILD SLEEPIN…….' NICE EH?….
AND HEY! FRIENDS CONSIDER THIS.. ”SUCCESS HAS MANY FATHERS AND FAILURE IS AN ORPHAN” AND “WHEN YOU LAUGH THE WORLD WILL LAUGH WITH YOU! YOU CRY AND YOU CRY ALONE”….ODD YEH! BUT TRUE…
WHY DO I SOUND LIKE THIS? HERE IT GOES..THE BREAKING NEWS..I GOT SUSPENDED IN SOP FOR A WHOLE MONTH!!! NOT A WEEK OR TWO, BUT A MONTH! YEAH MY BAD! MY DISASTER! WHY AND WHOSE FAULT IS IT???? JUST ME…COZ I DIDN’T WANT TO WEAR A 2 PIECE SWIM SUIT….AND I DIDN’T SHOW UP IN THE OPENING NUMBER LAST SUNDAY …….COZ HMM YEH I WAS LATE…MAYBE PSYCHOLOGICALLY I REALLY WANTED TO BE LATE JUST TO SAVE MY ASS ( OOOPS NOT A TERM BY A NICE LADY! AND UH UH! NAH! I’M NOT ANGRY) ….DO I DESERVE IT??? YOUR JUDGEMENT.
I KNOW MY ACTIONS AND WORDS ARE SUBJECT TO PEOPLES APPROVAL…YEAH YEAH…BUT HEY! C’MON GIMME A BREAK!
SEE, I AM GETTING PARANOID OF WHAT I SAY AND DO COZ I KNOW THEY WILL MAKE A BIG ISSUE OUT OF ALMOST NONE SENSE….. IT'S EITHER I'M MAARTE O PASAWAY. JUST BY STANDING FOR WHAT I THINK IS RIGHT FOR ME. THEY WOULD CREATE NEGATIVE ISSUES ABOUT ME, AND BEFORE I KNEW IT, IT’S IN THE NEWSPAPER.
SO IS THE ISSUE DONE? OR DUMB? LET’S SEE…
MORE CIRCUS TO RIDE BUT I WILL REMAIN IN ME THE VALUES THAT GOD HAS EMBEDDED INTO MY HEART NO MATTER WHAT IT COST ME.
MORE CIRCUS TO RIDE BUT I WILL REMAIN IN ME THE VALUES THAT GOD HAS EMBEDDED INTO MY HEART NO MATTER WHAT IT COST ME.
SO AM I BITTER? OR BETTER?!
IF I GO BITTER, WHAT GOOD WOULD IT GIVE ME? SO NAH I AM BETTER!!! I CHOOSE TO BE BETTER.
SEE YA GUYS REALLY MIZZ YOU ALL …..I AM SO SORRY IF I AM NOT ABLE TO UPDATE MY BLOG OFTEN…BUT YOU ARE ALL FOREVER ETCHED IN MY HEART…
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And I thought I was suppose to be suspended for a month?
Oh well.
Oh well.
